Date : Friday, January 29, 2010
Time : 4:27 PM
Title : bad day..

Had a tiff with hubby yesterday night. And things got worst this morning. I said super harsh words to hub, and i felt really guilty. I told hubby that we dont be together then. How can i say such harsh words to my lifelong partner? Haiz. Sometimes i dont know why i will like that. Cause of a small things, i can be super pek cek, and moodless.

But at times i really feel that he dont understand me at all. All he cares was keep going out to drink instead of accompanying me. Doesn't he knows that i will feel tired? He can go out drink and i can sit there the whole night seeing there drinking while doing nothing. I know when he's going out drink and i can stay at home watching tv or etc. But then it's really bored to stay at home. I know i can go out walk walk or meet my friends when he's going out to drink. But non of my friend is staying in the central area. My friends all are in the east side. See, if i gotta travel from central to east and back to central after everything, the thoughts of it already make me super sian le.

I was thinking if i could spend more time with hubby now cause when bb is out, i dont think we will be like how we used to be. There's gonna be another person between hubby and me. And whatever things we do, we gotta think of bb. I dont mind having someone in between hubby and me and losing all my freedom. But i really hope hubby can spend more time with me rather than going drinking with his friends so often.

Luckily everything turns out fine now and i really do appreciate how hubby gives in to me when i am still throwing my tenper at him and picking on things to quarrel with him. I know hubby wont get to read this. But still, i promise i will try not to be like that in future especially saying those harsh words to you le k? Thanks for giving in to me honey. I love you more than anything else sweetheart.

Is it natural that all preggy ladies will feel this way? Or its only me feeling like that? Pondering.......

*Felt much much better after ranting* (:

Date : Saturday, January 23, 2010
Time : 11:35 AM
Title : nightmares

Recently i haven been sleeping properly. I tend to dream of myself giving birth. Previously i dreamt of giving birth to a baby girl by c-section while last night was a baby boy by natural delivery. Awwwww.....i am so so afraid! I really am..... ):

god bless me.....

Date : Monday, January 18, 2010
Time : 3:54 PM
Title : back to work..

Took half day leave to visit doctor and back to office to work. But still not feeling really good. Was experiencing pain in my lower part of tummy. Thinking if its caused by the long period of coughing.

Went to visit gynae early in the morning. Told him what i have been experiencing. He did an ultrascan for me, told me there's nothing wrong with it. Actually its cause by the stretching inside so that the baby can have enough space to grow. Saw baby today. Its growing bigger and bigger. Guess what, when the doctor doing the ultrascan, baby suddenly put one of its hands up, its like saying hi to me. Feeling so happy.

Right now i am in my 14 week. I hope i can really get to know baby gender by 16 week. But i know somehow maybe its impossible la. Cause at times baby will be to stubborn to open their legs for us to see. I wanna buy so so many things for baby. I am so anxious can!! LOLS.

Bloghopped around just now. Saw that Eileen had given birth. Congrats Eileen on the arrival of her price, Evander!! One by one, all mummies gonna give birth le. I think next will be either Joanne or Jessie and Valerie giving birth to their precious soon. Cant wait to see them blogging out bout their sweetie and birth story.

Just a short update, gonna go back to work already. Bye people!! (:

Date : Saturday, January 16, 2010
Time : 1:32 PM
Title : feeling terrible...

Initially wanted to blog. But who knows, suddenly all the sick bug fly back to me. Fever came back, sore throat become worst, still having cough now. WTH!!! I've got super thick phlegm.I wonder how long will i need to recover. The feeling sucks to the core la!

Visited the doctor twice this week. But he couldnt seems to help at all. All he could say was, bear with it till it recover. I cannot anyhow give you medicine now as you are pregnant. ARGH!!!! I am feeling terrible la! Nose stuck till like dont know what. Couldnt even breath and sleep properly. Having severe migraine every now and then. Sleep also cannot, dont sleep also cannot. Really dont know what can i do.

Shall go back and rest already. Will blog once i am feeling better. Everyone, help me pray that i will recover fast.

I'll be back soon. (:

Date : Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Time : 2:22 PM
Title : sick....

Finally, fever's gone. But was having bad sore throat. My throat hurts to the max.. I am feeling really terrible, horrible and vegetable. LOLs. Its good that i still can joke.

Its only 2.30pm. Another 3.5 hours to end work. Faster time flies alright!! Later on gotta go AMK hub to collect the ring we bought for mummy for her birthday pressie. Shall get back to work now.

Update again tonight.. Bye~

Date : Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time : 10:23 PM
Title : Happy 26 monthsary Hubby!!

Happy 26 monthsary Hubby!!! I love you more and more as days pass. I wanna grow old with you, hold your hands till e very end.

Time flies as me and hubby has been together for 2 years and 2 months. And we have been married for 1 year and 2 months today. Soon, there will be a little one joining us soon. Sometimes i am afraid in future there will be someone in between me and hubby, We wont be like how we used to. Like for example, in future if we wanna go overseas, we have to think of whether to bring baby along or not. If not, if we leave baby in Singapore, who's gonna help to look after baby. Even if there's someone helping to look after baby, still, we will also be worried. Like it wont be the same anymore.

Alright, enough of emo-ing. Shall post a pic of my bump.
My bump at 13 week. Any difference compared to the previous bump at 9 week?

Finished work at 7pm. Told hubby i wanna go over to the baby's warehouse to look for stroller and cot. I know its really early as i am only in my 13th week. Hubby saw a very nice baby cot at the place. If i am not wrong, i remembered that i saw a similar one at vivo. Its cost around $2688. Super expensive lo!! But over at the store at kaki bukit, it's selling at only $2488. It's really worth buying as it can be use till the child turns 6 years old. The cot can be extend when the baby grows older. They are offering installment plan for ocbc credit card holders. 12th months installment if the product is above 1k.

Aftermath, we head to the Osim outlet at Hougang as Hubby friend's friend is working there, we would be able to get more discount. Hubby wanted to buy foot reflexology for mother in law as she has been complaning that her leg is aching. End up, we burn a big hole in our pocket. We bought the uSqueez Warm at a very cheap pice of $553.50 instead of the usual price of $798.

Suddenly, i realise it's 12th today. It's mummy birthday tomorrow. We have yet to buy her a present. Hence, we drive over to AMK hub to look for Hubby's cousin as he is working at Taka Jewellery. Glance around and something blinking caught our eyes. We bought mummy a diamond ring. Althought its not really those super big carat that kind. But still, it fills with hubby and my love for mummy. We bought the ring @$290 when it's actual price was $779. Super worth right? Aftermath, we head back home.

Once reached home, know what hubby did?
Straight open the Osim foot reflexology.

Trying so hard to pull it out from the box.

After afew mins of pulling, and its out!! LOLS.


Actually hubby wanted to get it in beige color de. But i told hubby as time pass, the beige color will fade and it will turn yellowish. so.....
Ta-dah!! The foot reflexology we have bought.

and guess what's hubby doing now?
Sitting down there relaxing and watching HK drama. Enjoying life hor? hahas. Anyway, pardon me for my messy room.

Alright, shall stop here already. Gonna go snatch from hubby. heik heik heik(evil laugh) Its my turn to enjoy life now!! Nights everyone. (:

Date :
Time : 2:31 PM
Title :

Wow! Its been really long since i last blog. Was having lunch break now so i am here blogging. Last week was busy celebrating Hubby's birthday. Not long after celebrating, i had fever. Damn! It was a torture. Whole body was aching. I think my tummy have grown bigger already. Shall post a pic of it tonight and you all shall tell me if it has grown bigger alright? LOLS.

Ohya, last night i dreamt of myself giving birth! Its like so scary!!! All along i wanted to have natural delivery. But in e dream, i was unable to. Thus, the doctor straight away told me to go for c-section. Was so terrified and i ran around the room. Hence, the doctor and nurse got to catch me and pin me down on e bed. Really scared the shit out of me and i woke up straight away! Kept tossing and turning on bed thinking what if on e day when i gonna delivery and the doctor told me this? argh.... i think i will start wobbling and i will tell them i dont wanna deliver anymore. I wanna go home, like what exactly happened in e dream. LOLS.

Shall continue to blog tonight cause i have got plenty of work on hand.

Cya!

Date : Friday, January 1, 2010
Time : 4:17 PM
Title : It's Tiger Year!!

It's a brand new year. I wish everyone a Happy New Year. May everyone excel in whatever they do and all their wishes come true.

Finally it's friday. Will be going batam tomorrow with hubby and friends tomorrow. A short getaway is the nicest for a brand new year. lols. I hope tomorrow will be a sunny day. I wanna go jet ski, i wanna go wakeboarding!! but but but....i gotta wait for the next trip already. I gotta think for the little one inside me. So perhaps i shall go kayak, canoeing or snorkeling.

Bye people. Shall blog when i am back. Enjoy your weekends everyone!